they have only been away for 11 hours and im missing them already...

mom and sis wont be back until next sunday.. my bro will be back in camp on monday.. that means it's only me myself and i again!! cuz my dad will be going to work in the morning and the worst thing is, he always reaches home like after i doze off?! im so gonna beg him to come back early for this week... then i won't be so lonely at night.

should and could have gone with them but i can't..!!! and the reason is obvious..

had i really nice chat with my mum last night until 2 plus.. cuz i know ill miss her terribly(maybe her nagging too).. and my sis too(amazingly). had a huge quarrel with her again yesterday.. but i'll still miss her voice and her presence and fighting with her for the comp!!:) i like watching her as she plays her neopets games or whatever stuff.. then she'll talk to me as if she's teaching me all the neopets stuff and ill go "WOAH".. haha.. sigh.. i think i'm over emotional.. to be missing them alr when they just left this morning.. somehow sometimes when i lie on bed and think about them, i'll have to try hard to hold back my tears.. i just don't know why.. maybe my sis ain't lying on the bed beside mine and when i turn to my left(where her bed is).. and i'll just feel the emptyness in the room..

okay, enough said. whatever it is, i'll try to occupy myself by hanging out? or reminding myself of the reason why i could have gone but did not :)